79. let me fall into this stupour
why was the moon shining so bright last night? and the night before last. the night before that it was cloudy but still it managed to peek through. and i don’t know what to say to you. i used to...
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some days i realise they wouldn’t be worth living if i didn’t have you pounding in my heart. it sounds cliché, somehow outdated, to say this here and to say this now. almost a long-distance call to...
View Article83. write me a letter
will anybody tell me if i’m missing out on life? will anyone write me a letter just so i know? [contact-form] and everybody seems to be making a film, a compilation of their thoughts right here, right...
View Article85. cherry soda loves
there was a line in streetcar named desire that i remember. it said it’s touching to notice them making their first discovery of love! As if nobody had ever known it before. it resonates, for now the...
View Articlethis field
you can have the whole of me in this field: i pressed my soul into its loins and beads of sweat still glisten on the body learning to tango in the outpour of rain. i will surrender only here so take...
View Article86. i think she knew
through my paperround last year i met a wonderful man. he used to walk his dog as i’d deliver papers and we started talking around the time i started writing this blog. i think he’s 82: he must have...
View Articleso there!
expendable and with the blurring quality of a spanish sunset i ought to stop dreaming of the miracle they [nora knows] don’t happen ever no fool but i expects a man to build a roof over the pedestal...
View Article89. so we learn to fly
no response. my heart is the silence of the world sleeping. i barely wrote about him: he never seemed to matter. you are my prince, patience incarnate. often all i need is that little piece of silent...
View Article90. we lay on the deck and count the stars
morning 8:30 a.m. he did not recieve the text. good. so we chat. friends, not lovers, that we are: i question him of things and he shares his good news with me. at midnight. not that i didn’t ask him...
View Article92. the only one you remember
i knew for a long while that the summer was over and now it really is. i only vaguely remember the way it began: pavements covered in blossom, lounging in the field under the stars, watching sun...
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